A SUDSY ENTRY

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  This entry is going out to Erin Dell'Angelo from the beat retreat. Erin is a very out going humorous girl who loves to chat and is also very crafty. She is crafty in two ways and that is one of two things I remember about her outside of camp. 

 I first noticed her crafty nature going to the CNE a few time's. She always liked to look at stuff like that, well that is nothing unusual of course. But one year it was like you could ideas spinning just waiting to put into motion. It turns out that the idea did get put into motion. Now I'm not actually sure if the CNE exhibits had anything to do with it, it just seems that way. 

 I remember she put on Instagram soap she had carved, it made me think of all the similar things at Cne we saw. Like the sand sculptures and the huge butter carvings. 

 Then there is her great exercise routine going for I believe daily jogs, I'm not totally sure if everyday. However I know that puts a ton of effort and gives it 1000% percent when she is out running. You can see it by the distance tracker she has used from time to time. I know not long ago she had a fluttering heart so I'm not exactly sure how much Erin in Jogging at moment. If not much or getting back hope your at full soon. If you are at full awesome stuff. 

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