FOR MY AWESOME DURHAM COLLEGE FRIEND

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  When I went to Durham College I had lots of friends in my C.I.C.E. class I think one of the reasons for that was the spreads in the the age difference. I was much older than the majority. However there were a few who were mature beyond their years. It was a very refreshing thing to see.

 One such person was namened Brittney a fabulous artist amazing talent. Vocally she was a very shy girl. But her words came out in her drawing it still amazes me. 

 Another is Justin he is and was back then as I mentioned in his birthday blog a trend setter. He didn't care about peoples opinion, but at the same time he was ultra cool not arrogant. That's why he was easy to get along with and made him seem older more mature. 

 One other I will mention before who this entry is about is Karen. Karen was back then and still is a very nose to the grind stone person. Very quiet in the sense didn't need attention but could have fun. Just liked staying ahead and getting her work complete.

 Now for the person this blog is actually about. I am talking about my awesome friend Alexandra, Alexandra is close to me for a couple of reason's. One reason is we always had awesome amazing conversations when in college and when we talking over Facebook. Actually we still do have those incredible conversations. She has always been very funny and was the person I trusted the most in college, well that was in that class female wise. I knew she would never give a secret away. 

 Another reason I feel close to Alexandra is I had thought to myself when I was at durham if I had been 12 years or so younger we would have been an awesome couple. I say this because I remember how I was 12 years before my durham days and her attitude was totally wild and awesome.

 Now the most important reason I feel close to Alexandra well in my heart anyways is we both have seizures. It is something that helped us bond as friends and we have been able to lean on each other for support. That is one thing I love about her the rock like attitude she has when I need it and she is around.

You are a totally amazing friend Alex. A friend I hope to have for a very long time.

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