I'M GETTING COOL RUNS

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  These days I have been getting pretty cool seizure free runs. I'm not talking months or even weeks. These runs are a decent number of days at a time. One streak I had a while back was my longest in ages it was an eight day run. A bit after that I had I had a week of seizure free days. Its pretty nice I must say. 

 See usually I was having at least one or two smaller ones a day. Ever since my family has more and more accepted my coming out, and most importantly being single at the moment and in a good spot. Mentally and physically stressful has been down except for what happened to my dad. So I am getting id say three or four days without seizures. 

 Thanks everyone for letting me chat and vent out to you. Also thank you for reading my entries  I really appreciate it. I love to see the support and see  I can help other's.

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