MY HIGHER POWER AND MY AURA

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 Now in this entry as I've referred to aura in title I'm not referring to my seizures no a different one. When I do readings of people's auras. As many know when I do this I see colors in a person's picture. Very often I pick emotions up see how they are feeling different things going on. I should point out before I get to deep into the entry I felt it merited going in both my blogs this one and my coming out, I just feel that it fits into here more eventhough much will have to do with coming out.

 Last night I had a very I guess you could describe it intense and enlightening experience.  It was the most intense experience I've had in a long time and it happened while I was relaxed. Last night I had a conversation not with anyone on phone or computer not with mom or dad but a "higher spiritual power" I know it wasn't "God" as in the biblical sense as that was part of the conversation.

 I felt so relaxed like I was on air almost. It truly was an amazing feeling to have . It was actually the most relaxed I had been in a while. I had this feeling that my "spirit" was telling me destroy all my anger and keep my seizures all under control or to a better point. The biggest thing my spirit insured me of was you hid yourself to long don't do it anymore no matter what anybody says. You hid to long due to fear that caused stress and seizures. Your family and friends need to respect that and understand. 

 I also understand my auras are so strong because of my spirit. Not my epilepsy auras my auras where I see all my colors and animals in people's pictures. Where I see there emotions and how they are feeling . This is why I'm entering in my epilepsy blog 

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  1. Andrew M.April 8, 2021 at 1:22 PM

    CHD? I'm a little confused: CHD is used in reference to Congenital Heart Defect, and then there's Coronary Heart Disease. Just curious which one did you mean?

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  2. DavidJApril 8, 2021 at 3:49 PM

    One or more problems that exist since birth One example is what I have. I have what is called Transposition Of The Great Arteries. My valves had to be reversed. So my heart pumps blood how a regular heart pumps oxygen. Then vice versa. There are many other defects

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