PURPLE MONSTER HIT ME WORSE TODAY IN AGES

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   Today I was shaving with my electric razor, was having trouble getting a few specks off the chin. My mother started to clean it up, I suddenly felt hot and sweaty and I needed to run not literally I just needed to get away get some air. I finished up on my own I finally was relaxed or at least I think I was I have to be honest so much of the day is gone, like it never happened. Such an awful feeling after a seizure.

  So back to the razor for a little bit. Tonight I went into my washroom and i could see my razor, or what I thought was my razor. Yes that one I will explain for sure. The body of the razor was there all solid and everything totally perfect. However the top of the razor was gone yes the part with the heads. So I started to freak out because I had no knowledge of what happened to the heads. Little bits came back to ne like all my sweating felling tight but nothing else.

 So my mom and I searched hi and low everywhere for where it was. Looking hi and low all over all bedrooms bathroom 3 times my computer room everywhere/ Finally I went back into my washroom and I noticed it on floor, bent down picked the heads up put back on razor. But so much day what happened all gone so frustrating

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  1. Sarah gilbertAugust 17, 2021 at 11:09 PM

    It is so hard when these situations happen. I hate that almost blackout action my body does it and it can cause so much confusion and frustration. I'm glad you are feeling better

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    1. MattAugust 17, 2021 at 11:19 PM

      Sorry to hear this story. I hope you are OK and well now

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    2. Sarah gilbertAugust 17, 2021 at 11:32 PM

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  2. Sarah gilbertAugust 17, 2021 at 11:34 PM

    Thankfully we are lucky enough to have friends here to help us and understand the best way they can. I thank everyone for that.

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