PURPLE OCEAN

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  It's been a little bit since I entered I  this blog. Early this morning I had small convulsions in my bed I hadn't been hit like that in a very long time. I have felt all sort today and my body tight and stiff as a board. It's definitely not a good feeling at all. Was a rest day for entire day, been a very postictal day today. I think tomorrow might be as well.

 Winding up all shivering truly isn't a fun feeling. I think about the ocean often especially after a bad seizure and that's interesting. I see the ocean as a purple shimmer and it's very calming. I see my favorite water animal the dolphin jumping out of the peaceful ocean. 

 I usually take the rest of day to lay in my purple ocean so to speak. It helps me recharge and get myself back on track. Tomorrow will be a better day move up and on and keep fighting. 

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